Reminiscing

i've done a bit of reminiscing here in the past, but recently i've been going over old memories with Irch and i wanted to share a bit tonight, now that i've finished my assignments for the weekend.

When i first met Irch, gosh it's been years ago now, i totally had a crush on Him. It's true, i don't know that i've ever really told Him how much. But back when we were both going into chatroom quite regularly, He was quite the popular Dom (i've heard rumors i was popular as well, though i seriously doubt that). i remember many of the other girls liked to talk about Him a lot when He wasn't around, how nice He was, how much fun it was to scene with Him, how well spoken He was, and on and on.

Other than seeing Him around a few times, i hadn't had a lot of contact with Him, beyond the general hello and goodbye. Every few days or so, a "slave auction" would be held in the room that we visited. They were just for fun really, the subs and slaves would go up for auction if they wanted to and the Doms could "bid" on them. And the winning Dom would get an hour of the sub's time. This is how i came to first scene with Irch. Funnily enough, He didn't win me in the auction, though secretly i had hoped that He would. i was actually won by another sub, who "gifted" me to Irch.

i couldn't have been happier, i loved getting to spend so much time alone with Irch and not have to deal with all the other girls. He really was wonderful, i don't recall exactly what happened during the scene or how long it lasted, but i knew then that i wanted more. Irch really was so different from any other Dom in the room, He was funny, He actually talked to me like a real person, He was nice, and He knew what he was doing.

Now, looking back years later, i can't believe that this Man is just as much mine as i am His. i know if we were still active in the chatroom scene, i would be the envy of every girl there. Everyday is so wonderfully new and vibrant with Him and i wouldn't change anything about it.

Today is our 8 month anniversary, i can't believe it's been so long. Life has been sweeter, brighter, and warmer since i became His, and i can't wait for each new day. i love learning more about Him every day, and sharing myself more completely than i ever have before. i love knowing that i arouse and excite Him, i love knowing that i make Him laugh and smile, and i love making Him proud. i love this Man with all i have in me, and i am thankful every day to have Him in my life.

i have a birthday coming up this next week too, and i have one assignment from Irch on my birthday. i am to stop at some point in my day and just think about being His, He will own me every day of this next year, and this is just the first of many more to follow. i love knowing that i belong to Him today, tomorrow, next week, next month, next year, and forever. i am so thankful, that girl brought us together all those years ago. Life is so much better now.

i love You Master, i wouldn't trade these past 8 months for anything in the world, i can't wait to continue growing, learning, and laughing with You. i am Yours completely now and always.